Monday, 3 May 2010
I always got period pains,had done since i first started when i was about nine/nine and a half.I had been at junior school and panicked,i found mrs taylor and told her i was bleeding down below.She asked if anyone had hurt me down there.My head screamed yes yes all the time,but it came out no nothing has happend.Mrs t sorted me out and said not to worry,it was normal.just meant that i was growing up.The dragon went mad when she found out i had turned to mrs taylor again,she said it was gods way of punishment.The blood was the sins washing out of me,the pain what i deserved.I was really confused but thought she must be right,because it really hurt.Uncle jerry had been away,and i was in bed with period pains when he got back,He pulled the cover off me,and removed his pants,i asked him to leave me alone for today,told him i had stomach pains.So what was his response pulling down my pants then stopping in his tracks,he said i was a dirty fucking slag and i should have told him,our time wasn't going to be waisted so i was forced to give him oral sex instead.When he was satisfied he got his clothes and went into the bathroom,after about ten minutes,he shouted me to get into the bath.He told me to make sure i didn't get the water on my face or in my eyes.I was a little confused,although the water wasn't hot,it was burning me,i asked uncle jerry if i could get out,as my bits were stinging so much,and my eyes were sore.He said that was only the bleach,and i would get used to it,i needed it to kill the dirt and germs.This became a regular thing,the bleach would sting and burn so much,yet i never complained,you see i wanted to be clean to be good,to be pure!!! After the first time,whenever i had a period he would demand oral sex,unless he was in a really bad mood then he would use objects.He would force the objects inside me,while he tossed himself off,then he would ejaculate all over my face,purely because he knew how much i hated it.I never cried,i would keep my eyes tightly closed and bite down on either my arm or my pillow.I think at this point i actually preferred him to have sex with me,because it was over much more quickly,and sometimes the objects would be bigger than his penis,or rough ,sometimes even sharp.He used the handle of a large screw driver,the neck of a bottle and the handle from a pan to name but a few.
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Dearest Beckie,you have been through so much yet here you are bravely telling us all what you have lived through.You are a true survivor and an inspiration to all who read your story.Good luck to you.
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